(Why I'll Never Be) Clean Again

Take a look at my life - do you see what I need ?

Better give me the knife

Better leave me to bleed

I hate my lies - I hate myself

I hate my life - I hate myself

Take a look in my eyes - do you see what I see ?

Better take my advice

Better listen to me:

I can see I will never be home again

I can see I will never be whole again

I can see I will never be free again

I can see I will never be me again

(I hate my lies - I hate myself)

(I hate my life - I hate myself)

Read my mind -

Now you can see

Why I´ll never be clean again

I could lift you up, be your clown, make you smile

I will fuck you up, take you down, make you cry

Take a look at my face - and then kiss me goodbye

(Don´t you know that I like to be a scapegoat?)

Better drop all your faith

Better leave me to die

(Don´t you know that I like to be a scapegoat?)

I can see I will never be home again

I can see I will never be whole again

I can see I will never be free again

I can see I will never be me again

(I hate my lies - I hate myself)

(I hate my life - I hate myself)

Read my mind

Now you can see

Why I´ll never be clean again