Blood Pigs

I'm sorry

I'm ugly

all that I am

and I can never live up

I'm failing

I'm angry

afraid of the ways

they pretend to be us

it's fucked up

I'm different

words remain

my only escape

art saves

all of me

evolving

and now you're walking away!!!

I'm so afraid

and now you're walking away

I'm so ashamed

and now you're walking away!!

[voodoo spell:]

Berrate unshat'ecat

[II.]

my mistake

was trusting you

blood pigs

with creating my fate

with poetry

and suffering

I cannibalized

every ounce of my pain

I'm still afraid

everyday

these greedy worms

- they devour my plagues

I'm not your slave

I'm conquering

you see me rise

and now you're walking away!!!

I'm not ashamed!

and now you're walking away!

I'm not afraid!

and now you're walking away!!

[bridge & tunnel]

you can't hurt me anymore

you can't hurt me anymore

fed from the wound from

which we were bled

vomiting filth in

our soft cave heads

chewing on tissue,

tendon and fat

destroying the things

they do not understand!

tyrant.

betrayer.

parasite.

traitor!!

....and still you feed them

....and still you need them

I'm sorry

I'm ugly

dangerous

can't describe it enough

I'm failing

I'm angry

I use my fear

to empower my hate

I'm fucked up

I'm different

wurdz remain

my only escape

art saves

all of me

evolving

and now you're walking away!!!

I'm not ashamed

and now you're walking away

I'm not afraid

and now you're walking away!

and now you're walking away!

and now you're walking away

and now you're walking away

[voodoo spell:]

Berrate unshat'ecat

my mistake!

was trusting you!

blood pigs -

with creating my fate!

with poetry

and suffering

I cannibalized....

every ounce of my pain

I'm still afraid everyday

you still suckle my plagues

I'm not your fucking slave

so why're you walking away?

blood pig!

why're you walking away?