4am

I walked around my good intentions

And found that there were none

I blamed my father for the wasted years

We hardly talked

I never thought I would forget this hate

Then a phone call made me realize

I'm wrong

If I don't make it known that

I've loved you all along

Just like the sunny days that

We ignore because

We're all dumb and jaded

And I hope to god I figure out

What's wrong

I walked around my room

Not thinking

Just sinking in this box

I blame myself for being too much

Like somebody else

I never thought I would just

Bend this way

Then a phone call made me realize

I'm wrong