Death Dance

I never thought I'd be so mean

Never thought I'd be alone at nineteen

But all these thoughts are in my head again, head again

And all these thoughts are running through my brain and out the door

Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain

But you can't see all the things I'm going through

Rather be dumb than sane, I'd rather be numb than in pain

But you can't see all the shit I'm going through

No no no, no no no, I hide my pain inside

No no no, no no no, I bleed to feel alive

Oh woah, oh woah, I am dead inside

No no no, makes it hard to survive

No you can't find my reasons, no you can't find my pain

We all got lost in Jesus, but he can't take away my pain

I'm looking for something more

So take me away, from out the door

No, I'm looking for you outside to say

No no no, no no no, I hide my pain inside

No no no, no no no, I bleed to feel alive

Oh woah, woah, I am dead inside

No no, yeah

No, I can't take it, all of these memories

I can't fake it, I'm trying but I am dying

I just want to, oh just be myself

I have tried to, but now I am someone else

No no, no no no, so please be kind

No no, no no, I'm losing my mind

No no, no no, I'm really not fine

Oh... I'm really not fine

We live in an age where sex and horrors are gods

We live in an age where all of our bodies are flawed

We live in an age where sex and horrors are gods

We live in an age, we live in an age

We live in an age where sex and horrors are gods

We live in an age where all of our bodies are flawed

We live in an age where all of our bodies are flawed, are flawed, no

No, I can't take it, all of these memories

I can't fake it, I'm trying but I am dying

I just want to, oh just be myself

I have tried to, but now I am someone else