Chaos Inside

Darkness... silence - it's so sombre here...

No matter where or who i am

Captived... condemned... to live in this shell

In my own personal hell

Retreated... occlusive - what has brought me there

And, damn...how can i return?

Anguish... confusedness - am i daft in the head?

Am i here or am i dead?

...am i dead?

Slightly it drives me insane... it makes me feeling so lame

Darkness... silence - creeping through my soul

Why am i like what i am?

Captived and condemned to live in this place

Of blankness, hate and pungent ache

Forgotten... despised - shut out of this life

Wihtout a future anymore

Chaos... panic - the apathy inside

Has merged and grown to endless fear

I rot down in madness

No cure's there to expect

No future to defeate

Without the past - i can't forget

It slowly drives me insane and every day it's the same

It strangles all my feelings...

Of pleasure, teariness and shame

And i hold you to me tight

Turn your days into night

There is no place you can hide

Already lost is this fight

I lacerate your mind

Paint your world black and white

One day i'll blow off your light

I'm your chaos inside