Heavy Heart

Experience these things

My chest sinks further in and it gets hard to breathe

Don’t fight it, make this easy

Sometimes I wish I had wings

Fly far away from this life

It’s a long road

It’s a long road

As the water beads up on the window

Turn the sad song up on the radio

(What's left with me is a memory when the flesh moves on)

Such curiosity

These thoughts go on all day

It takes hold on me

But fighting isn't easy

Sometimes I wish I had wings

Fly far away from this life

It’s a long road

It’s a long road

As the water beads up on the window

Turn the sad song up on the radio

Will the voices haunt when the flesh moves on

And the clouds block out the rays

When the feeling hangs upon a halo

I can only try my best just to let it go

What's left with me is a memory

And the things I have to say

Resting now, their bodies hit the ground

Nightmares creep over me

I hear the sounds

(Yes they all hit the ground)

Children scream, their mothers bleed hung upside down

Scarlet robes and sadistic minds surround me

I spent all of my life confined in secrecy

What you see

Is but a shell of what I am on the inside

Clouds of blackness strike lightning

There's nothing above

I’m falling, falling, I’m falling below

(There’s nothing about)

As the water beads up on the window

Turn the sad song up on the radio

Will the voices haunt when the flesh moves on

And the clouds block out the rays?

When the feeling hangs upon a halo

I can only try my best just to let it go

What's left with me is a memory

And the things I have to say