Merciless

Afraid to open my eyes and see a new day

The sun bears mourning and darkens my way

At night when the pain sneaks in

No one is here to save me

At night, the pain is unbearable

Feelings break their silence

Nights are getting longer

My days are undefined

Thoughts devour my soul

Mourning bears my mind

Afraid of unknown feelings and certain silence

Lonesome dialogues – letters - the fool's evidence

I wish I could talk to you, but I know it won't come true

I sit here and talk to myself - writing letters to a stranger…

At night when the pain sneaks in

No one is here to save me

At night, the pain is unbearable

Feelings break their silence

Nights are getting longer

My days are undefined

Thoughts devour my soul

Mourning bears my mind

Desperation detains myself to write more letters

Letters - that quicken my desire for hopelessness

Sleep, deliver me from grievous night

Dark, unsettled, merciless night…