Nerds & Cigarettes

Maybe I'm the ghost haunting your conscience

Or just an unfamiliar face

You built me up and broke me down and

I can't shake the fear that you were

Never mine I'll never change you

When you go

I hope you know

That I'm

Still drawn to you like nicotine and

When you go

I hope you know

That you're

Still bleeding into every thought

Across my head

Stained. I see your face

Everywhere I can't escape you

I can't shake the fear that

You were never mine

I'll never change you

Tastes like Nerds and Cigarettes

Stained upon the lips that brought me here

I tried to chain you to my side

But the ink reads disappear

I prayed for your extinction

Just to wash your conscience clean

But before you go I hope you know

It wasn't good enough for me