Pleasant Bullet

i've woken up every day

with my eyebrows pointing at my mouth

making all who care for me go through all my worst

times with me

and i give them no choice

all my worst times with me

i need to be unhappy to smile

but i haven't quite got the hang of it yet

i need to figure out whyt his room has blinds that never open

it's so hard to be these days

i wasted all my time

trying to remember

the word content was

there isn't much to open eyes for

i want to be excited just haven't been educated yet

wonder how long it will take before they leave me behind

questions in and questions out, they always ask me

it's so hard to be these days. i wasted all my time

trying to remember

the word content was

i just want to be happy