Elämän kevät

Somehow it found a way, the will to see the next day

Through a crack it crawled its way in, said won't ever leave

Heavy these boots of lead, yet so familiar and fitting well

And now don't know to regret or to crave

Nothing's ahead, left behind

I feel it coming

I refuse to let it in- to stay

It's melting the ice away

I feel it coming

I refuse to take its weight- tolerate

To hell with it all, I want to be left alone

Straight through the dear despair-infecting dreams and joy

But there's no reason to smile, it all will sail down the drain

Like a bullet through the brain, a blague that eats alive

And now can't tell piss from wine, so sick of this all

Some by arriving, some by leaving have carved in their marks here beneath

I will be thriving on this endless grieving, forever dwell in my defeat

Beneath the ice it stays the same