Fear of a Blank Planet

Sunlight coming through the haze

No gaps in the blinds

To let it inside

The bed is unmade,

Some music still plays

TV, yeah it's always on

The flicker on the screen

A movie actress screams

I'm basking the shit flowing out of it

I'm stoned in the mall again

Terminally bored

Shuffling round the stores

And shoplifting is getting so last year's thing

X-Box is a god to me

A finger on the switch

My mother is a bitch

My father gave up ever trying to talk to me

Don't try engaging me

The vaguest of shrugs

The prescription drugs

You'll never find a person inside

My face is Mogadon

Curiosity has given up on me

I'm tuning out desires

The pills are on the rise

How can I be sure I'm here?

The pills that I've been taking confuse me

I need to know that someone sees that

There's nothing left, I simply am not here

I'm through with pornography

The acting is lame

The action is tame

Explicitly dull

Arousal annulled

Your mouth should be boarded up

Talking all day with nothing to say

Your shallow proclamations

All misinformation

My friend says he wants to die

He's in a band, they sound like Pearl Jam

Their clothes are all black

The music is crap

In school I don't concentrate

And sex is kinda fun, but just another one

Of all the empty ways of using up the day

How can I be sure I'm here?

The pills that I've been taking confuse me

I need to know that someone sees that

There's nothing left, I simply am not here

Bipolar disorder

Can't deal with this boredom

Bipolar disorder

Can't deal with this boredom

You don't try to be liked

You don't mind

You feel no sun

You steal a gun

To kill time

You're somewhere

You're nowhere

You don't care

You catch the breeze

You still the leaves

So now where?