Spinning Out

My mind, I'm out of it

Got a bottle of Jack, time to drown in it

I made it here but don't know how I did

Who'd have thought that the sheer amount of shit I been through would amount to this?

How about a spliff? I feel like I'm spinning out

It's kind of surreal, all of the shit I've been around

Nine months since I licked an ounce out

Shit just switched around, I still haven't figured out how

With your feet on the air and your head on the ground

Try this trick and spin it, yeah

Your head will collapse if there's nothing in it

And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Oh, way out in the water, see it swimming

My life's a rollercoaster, a fucking hurricane

Got a past which I wouldn't wanna tuck away

There were minutes when I wished I could've run away

Stuck, I stayed, suffered but I lived to see another day

And look how quick it changed up, it's insane blood

Fuck the fame, I'm still the same as when I came up

But now I get paid, get laid quicker

Drink straight and make a face like I hate liquor

I had a lot to prove, from I had to shot for loot

Now my nan turns the TV on and I'm on the tube

Summer time with Lil and we're on a yacht with Muse

If you could see the gap between the from and the to, it's crazy

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Where is my mind?

Way out in the water, see it swimming

From the gloom and the upset

To women coming in pairs and I'm enjoying the fruits of my success

Still adjusting, I ain't adjusted just yet

Unkept, scruffy and I puff cess

So how's success? I guess it's okay

So long as you don't mind a little cocaine

No sleep and women who go both ways

It's easier to appreciate when you've known pain

Buying things I never thought I'd ever own

About to buy a crib and I ain't ever home

Seeing places I never thought I'd ever see

I guess it had to even out eventually

It might've evened out, but even now

While I'm flying high, I can still see the ground

The clock's ticking but I ain't watching the time

For now I'm enjoying the ride

Yeah, you know it's mad cause I ain't even a fan of change

I'd much rather have notes in my pocket but

For once things changed for the better

I took a risk and it payed off, haha

It might've taken a while to do so but it finally did

And what's left to do but enjoy?