Until then

You see, every day remains the same for me

I often wonder what it takes to just set me free

I stare into this dark abyss that I know is my life

No where to run, no where to hide, no way to cope or strife

And everything I see is gray, and all the colors are gone

They slowly fade away into the lyrics of the song

Searching for sanctuary peace of mind, but somethings wrong

I lost myself along the way and it's been far too long

Somebody tell me wheres my kindred spirit

(I try to transcend)

And all I catch is interference

(How will this all end)

Hoping that someone can hear this

(Let pills desolve in)

I think I'm finally thinking clearest

(Just hope you feel this ya'll!)

Things will never ever be the same again

I hope that you will understand the pain I was in

I wanna thank you for the times of being a friend

Sorry I've reached the end, maybe I'll see you again

All apologies to people that I will leave behind

I can't explain the pain and rage that dwells inside of my mind

I feel I've lost the war inside my head that keeps me alive

And everything I've ever loved is gonna slowly subside

Into the darkest night you've ever seen

My soul is tainted, nothing clean

Some say that life is but a dream

But nightmares only come for me

So tell me where they go

With inner demons at my do'

Their always fighting for control

And trynna be feeding off my soul

No longer know my ups from downs

No happiness, just only frowns

I'm always staring at the ground

Just hoping something comes around

And now my visions blurry surely

I'm fading fast and in a hurry

(Maybe death will finally cure me

Never thought I'd leave this early)

Things will never ever be the same again

I hope that you will understand the pain I was in

I wanna thank you for the times of being a friend

Sorry I've reached the end, maybe I'll see you again

(Same again)

(Pain I was in)

(Being a friend)

(Maybe I'll see you again)

(I try to transcend)

(How will this all end)

(Let pills dissolve in)

(Just hope you feel this ya'll)

Things will never ever be the same again

I hope that you will understand the pain I was in

I wanna thank you for the times of being a friend

Sorry I've reached the end, maybe I'll see you again