Mandarin

I can still remember you once loved me

Forget I never will

What can I say what can I do

To make it go away

Thank you for the kindness

To stop and say hello

Somebody's pouring me a drink

Drunk and all alone

I'm tearing myself into pieces, even tough I'll never fall

I am counting every hour, making sure I'm still around

Wish I could be more like you, then I'd always think things through

When I wake up smiling and everything is just all right

I think I've lived five years these past two months

Stumbled to my feet

Gone to places in this world

Not even knowing where I am

My body takes a rest here

Thanks you for the answers

This stranger pours my drink again

Drunk and all alone

I'm tearing myself into pieces, even tough I'll never fall

I am counting every hour, making sure I'm still around

Wish I could be more like you, then I'd always think things through

When I wake up smiling and everything is just all right to me

It's all right to me

It's all right to me

But you have more to say

But you have more to say

I've walked alone

Destruction's followed me again

Put me in my place

Back against the wall

Well, I'm so sorry

I'm still boring

You've got something that ignores me

I'm tearing myself into pieces, even tough I'll never fall

I am counting every hour, making sure I'm still around

Wish I could be more like you, then I'd always think things through

When I wake up smiling, when I wake up smiling

When I wake up smiling (It's not a dream)

When I wake up smiling (It's not a dream)

When I wake up smiling (It's not a dream)

(It's not a dream)