Just Let Me Rot

The nightmare started just some weeks ago

Now I'm almost dead and nearly decomposed

First there was only this itching under my skin

Suddenly the vesicular eruption appeared

Nodular exrescences spread over my face

Countless harden bloodclots plug the veins

Unstoppable the death tissue proceed

No medicine can away my pain, death is what I need

Glandular abscesses inside of me

Let the digestive system refuse to work

My body performs wild contortions

Because the pain increases every hour

The gastric mucous membrane is even destroyed

And it's acid corrodes me inside

My fingers claw into my putrescent flesh

And leave me behind suppurated sores

Just let me rot

If only I could I'd make my sorrow and end

But I am already too weak to move

So I'm just lying in my own secretions

And wait till my body has liquyfied

I'm not able to stand up and get me some food

Therefor I have to eat my defecation

Hopefully I will be delivered soon

I don't want compassion just let me rot