This Madness

There are some questions that

I really need to ask you

I found them swimming

Around in my brain

I know you promised

That nothing is beyond You

So I better ask before i go insane

Why do i do what i don't wanna do

When i don't do the things

That i know really should do

I'm a walking contradiction

Of the things that i do

And the things that I say I believe

But you know the way I wanna be

And I know that's

The kind of God you are

Somehow you can see

The beauty in this mess

Only you can make sense

Of this madness

That sounds so simple you'd

Think understand it

Maybe it just takes some time

For the truth

To sink in

I know Your mercies

Are new with every morning

So everyday i'm going

Pray this prayer all over again

Why do i do what i don't wanna do

When i don't do the things

That i know really should do

I'm a walking contradiction

Of the things that i do

And the things that i say i believe