Your Eternity

I thought I knew what pain was for

I thought it opened every door for you

I thought you understood me more

Another love another chore to do

Haven't I been your only daughter?

Haven't I been your only friend?

Haven't I always tried to love you?

Haven't I been there tell the end?

Haven't you been the only one

Who ever wounded me?

Haven't I tried to heal your madness?

Haven't I been your eternity?

All the webs that spiders weave

Could never match the treacheries

All the stars up in the skies

Could not outshine the sacrifice

Now you've changed the rules again

Another chance to wield the pen, for you

Didn't I always keep your secrets?

Didn't I trust you with my life?

Didn't I hope to free your sorrow?

Didn't you cut me like a knife?

Didn't you laugh when everybody turned their backs on me?

Didn't I stand for something better?

Didn't you kill your eternity?

Wasn't I weight enough to shoulder?

Wasn't I hungry for the lie?

Wasn't I praying for your armies

When they came for me?

I learned everything about a bleeding heart

And how to play for time, in your hungry eyes

And oh I was the perfect child

I know that now I've mine

And he is so much more than any better parts

And oh given all I know and what I've come to find

I only find it's sad that you've been so tied

And oh I was the perfect child

But I can be no more, the defender of your cause

And in the night there is the truth, I cannot be lost

Wasn't I your eternity?

And now it's time to change the path of my life

And behold to my deeds

And believe in myself for all time