Spread Me All Over Illinois

Change holds me down to the places I don't want to be

When I wake up I look in the mirror and I see

The person that's been scaring me away from moving on

And getting out of my head

I end my nights in the same spot that I told myself I would leave

I want to come home and have it be like it was before I left

I'm starting to see that I keep living alone in the past

Since loneliness will never leave my mind

I can't shake it off

Always a fight between my past,

My head, and my heart, you can cut me up

And spread me all over Illinois

I can't, I can't find myself

Since loneliness will never leave my mind

I'm stuck and I feel like I'm the only one

I end my nights in the same spot that I told myself I would leave

I want to come home and have it be like it was before I left

I'm starting to see that I keep living alone in the past

Since loneliness will never leave my mind

Did I get left behind?

Or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost

Loneliness will never leave my mind

Loneliness will never leave my mind

Did I get left behind?

Or is everybody else just hiding that they're lost