Used to Be

I don't know how to finish what's begun,

or how long I might wonder if it's done

Windows open when the doors are all closed,

but if you step through, you might forget the way back home

I was drawn, I was taken over rubicons

All the while never realized I was gone

Windows open where doors were once closed

I step through them, and now I forget the way back home

Someone introduce me to the man I used to be

I can feel him struggling deep inside of me

I swear, if it takes until my dying day,

that somehow I will find my way again

I have faltered

I have sacrificed everything I once held dear

Windows opened when the doors were all closed

I stepped through them and lost my way

Somehow I know I'll be back again

I know I can save myself!

Someone introduce me to the man I used to be

I can feel him struggling deep inside of me

I swear, if it takes until my dying day,

that somehow I will find my way

I will find I'm back again

The man I used to be

I will find I'm reconciled with what I've hoped to be

I'll build a bridge to what I've lost,

and I will find my way back home again