Father

Dear father today I was told that I am refugee

Does that mean I can’t be who I am destined to be

The little girl in my class says she is smarter than me

Cause immagrants come from the other side of the sea

Anyways I gotta pack my books crayons and my pens

Love you dad keep me safe no nightmares and Amen

Those were my prayers around the age of 6

Identified jealousy quick them nasty old girly tricks

The formula to make your soul disintegrate

Can be pride and hate mixed with other nasty human traits

When you own a pretty face it's envy that you can’t escape

So I keep to myself Mary Jane and some papes

F you girls that will be hating

F you boys that will be lying

Worry about you and yours

Stop preying on me and mine

God first family second

Acquaintance third no fourths

No friends no time to pretend

father don’t you hear me

I am alone I can’t see

father don’t you hear me

I am alone and I can stop crying

he prepared a table right before me in the presence of my enemies

Now my enemies wanna be a friend of me

You prayed to God for my downfall, he granted me a blessing

im grind we never resting,it’s greatness I’m manifesting

Higher power I am portraying

It’s all dragons that they be playing its homage that they be paying

No nigger, no I ain’t playing adults that ,admire my pretty

Immune to my intellect so when they speak

They have the most utter respect

kid or not, ima get a knock better come correct,ain't consume with the cash

But you better cut the check father can you hear me?

I am calling you all alone I be stuck in my zone and I ain’t diddy

But I am coming home my sperm doner been MIA

But I thank you for his absence cause it made me who I am today

But I am good mom has been doing just fine I got a father upstairs

That I call on like any time

father don’t you hear me

I am alone I can’t see

father don’t you hear me

I am alone and I can stop crying