Sunflower Princess

The weight of my words is not enough to make up for the words I didn't say.

I'm sorry, I didn't want to close the door, just afraid to suffocate.

Inside these arms I find comfort, I will try not to break another mirror

Cause that would mean I would only break myself.

This body where has it taken, forsaken me, forsaken me. Let me be.

My eyes never felt this sore.

If only had I known more.

Self centered, myself to blame.

Death is fucking you insane.

A selfish boy with fear doubts afraid to let it inside.

I promise myself that I won't break it another time.

No question asked, just answers taken

My guilt, my thoughts, my mind were whose to judge?

I think I need to breathe, to let the door be open

But the only one who is choking me is myself.

Why can't I see that you are the sun, the rain, the fuel I need inside, why can't I see?

I'll try

I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess

I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess

I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess

I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess