Japan

You send me round my own head

Thoughts surrounding as I

Lay me down in my own bed

With the sheets like weights

And brain tied down to a stone cold pillow

But the pillow just feels like grey cement

Open your ears for this is my final lament

Love songs ain't for me no more

But these won't be the last you hear for sure

Cause men will send you everything you need

Plus the money, sex

And I can bet they'll all be taller than me

But this isn't about Alex

It never was, you see

It's about the girl who changed him

But it wasn't meant to be

No this was never about Alex

Never about me

It's about the one that was not the one

But I was love-blind to see

But what is love

Or was this love

Or just a minor obsession with what I thought I needed

Was this love, I will never know

But I feel my time is up

But now it's just time for me to go

Don't wait for me

Please don't wait

I respect your decision

But if you ever have a change of heart

Know that it's not too late