Infected Wounds

Sick and torn I am reflecting by myself

In loneliness I sink, no floating hopes

I won't survive -

My inner pump is now for sure

Awaiting my death

Hear me scream because I can't stand the truth

The conscious side awakes, the trip begins

I need to fill the empty gaps I've left behind

To enter my death

Preserve the mind and keep the soul

Dreams stay away

Don't look behind and make them be as one

Are you ready to feel this?

There's no cure to heal my infected wounds

So clarify my thoughts, let me go on

I can't deny, acceptance could be my light

To build my own realm

Be myself - I want it all

Could you please respect me!?

Be aware - I defy all

Could you give me what I deserve!?