All I Want

When I close my eyes

All I see are visions of you

And when I open my eyes

Your absence pulls me down

And I try to but I can't shake myself loose

I can't command my brain

All I do is shrink and think of one thing

I am sitting alone beside me

I'm digging a hole inside myself

All I want is world I think I found

When I look in to your eyes

All I know is that I am tired of the world around me

Please please please don't ignore me

Then it came

Here I am

Thinking of you is everything within me

And I know that you will never feel me

Never see me

Never know these thoughts of mine

But in my mind you're always there

Always smiling and always reaching out for me

The days go on with heart ache

The days go on with emptiness

All I want is to some how matter to you

Even if all else rejection

All I know is that I am hammered

From the world around me

Please please please don't destroy me

Don't destroy me

Don't destroy me

Don't destroy me

All I want is world I think I found

When I look in to your eyes

All I know is that I am tired of the world around me

Please please please don't ignore me

And I burn down time

Trying to find a way to get through to you

I know I am standing in line for a hand out

It'll never come

But still I don't care

Felling like

Looking like

Naked fear is everything

Fear is everything I am

Laid out

Wide eyed

Exposed

Unable to forget you

All I want is to some how matter to you

Even if all else rejection

All I know is that I am hammered

From the world around me

Please please please don't destroy me