Rejection

I had it wrong for so long in my head

I was walking around like I was dead

And all the time my mind was stuck on you

And called while you stalled

I was a fool to think we were involved

I guess I needed to believe it, so bad

Rejection never felt this good

Everything unclear, not so well understood

At first I didn't see it as kind

But you did me a favor as you left me behind

You might not believe it but it is true

Its all those things you never said that told me all about you

Its the things you tried to conceal

That get revealed

I had to get it wrong before I got it right

I'm not the kind to argue,

I'm not the kind to find

By the time I reached the truth

I had reached the end

Rejection never felt this good

Everything unclear, not so well understood

At first I didn't see it as kind

But you did me a favor as you left me behind

Now I'm alone

And I'm burning

And I am hurting like hell but I am learning

The scares will take me far I can't always do

And I believe I'm allergist

I do believe I'm allergist

Rejection never felt this good

Everything unclear, not so well understood

At first I didn't see it as kind

But you did me a favor as you when you left me behind

But now I see how you are

Now I see how you are

Now I see how it is

And now I see what you do

And now I watch them line up

I watch them fall down

One after one

After one

I watch you smile

Growing grown

I think to myself

It could've been me

No way