Alive

Jesus, Jesus, what have I done?

Where can I turn to, where can I run?

Jesus, Jesus, what have we done?

A sign of evil my name has become

You were my friend, my guide, my idol

And I lived my life at your command

Our love noone could rival

Tell me how was I to understand

I kept my doubts for later

Played the game and played it by the rules

So I became your traitor

Never thought that I was just a tool

Alive - and forced to live

Alive - and no relief