Contradiction

I've tried my best to find

Anything that is in you

To make this feel okay

We've seen all of the sides

If love is just pain in disguise

Then why can't I pull away?

Away from all that's hurting

Well I'm still burning for you

I don't want to feel this anymore

I don't know what else to feel

I don't want a love that leads to war

Fighting you is always real

How can I love you and hate you still

You know that you're my truth and fiction

You are my contradiction

You're my contradiction

I can't stop the fall

You got me now back to the wall

And it feels like home to me

Now I've tried to change

Everything for you, love

But sooner than later the pain

Found its way back to you, love

Say goodbye to all that's burning

I'm done hurting for you

I don't want to feel this anymore

I don't know what else to feel

I don't want a love that leads to war

Fighting you is always real

How can I love you and hate you still

You know that you're my truth and fiction

You are my contradiction

You're my contradiction

Something doesn't feel right

I just gotta speak my mind

Something doesn't feel right

I just gotta speak my mind

I don't want to feel this anymore

I don't know what else to feel

I don't want a love that leads to war

Fighting you is always real

How can I love you and hate you still

You know that you're my truth and fiction

You are my contradiction

You're my contradiction