Make Em Purr

I was a lot more comfortable being vulnerable and open

When I was younger and it wasn’t clear if I was or wasn’t joking

But so much is broken, just like fuck it, the fix is in

If i can’t hide in plain sight anymore I’ll just stay hidden

It’s been a minute since I left this domicile

No need to change my outfit, I rock it like it’s going out of style

It’s not in style? Ain’t no one here to tell me otherwise

It gets more difficult to stay inside during the summertime

But most of the time it’s just like any other time

Avoid personal interaction and human touch, shut the blinds

It’s been a while since I left this bachelor pad

I need to go to the market soon cause the food is going bad

The food is bad. I found it’s difficult to just cook for one

With healthy recipes, well, depending on what book they’re from

If you want to eat healthy you gotta dirty some dishes

The frozen dinners quickly ready to serve and it’s so delicious

It’s not delicious, it’s disgusting, but it satiates the hunger with a quickness

And hey, at least it’s something, at least it’s something

At most it’s nothing, fuck’s wrong with me? I don’t know, I’m just adjusting

It’s been a month since I left this cabin

The doctor was worried about a fever and other difficulties I’ve been having

She called me on Christmas, that was my gift

She was worried I might die, I said “I might die? No shit”

It’s been forever since I said something that I can’t wiggle free from

If there’s anything I cherish in this self-inflicted prison, it’s freedom

Comes at a cost so I’m private to a fault til I default

On the loan for home, it’s actually more like a vault

No one knows the combo but little old me

The head honcho, the holder of the key

Alone, but never lonely

It’s been a millennia since I left this dominion

Been in the company of any women

At least I got my kittens

Spent more cash on my cat than I did myself

When he stopped eating, I took him to the vet so they could check his health

They put a feeding tube into his neck

I said “Please let this work cause if it doesn't I got nothing left”

I didn’t say that, but they saw that. Cat had my tongue

I didn’t speak at all, they told me to call back

What, it wasn't weird I did nothing but stand right there?

With a "fix this, money’s no object" type stare

It’s been a year since I stepped into anyone else’s private quarters

I’ve been busy self-diagnosing disorders

First world problems, yeah, USA, number one

Top of the world, I’m in a tux and cummerbund

Welcome everyone to the party of the century

It’s sure to be one for the books, no doubt, medical ones especially

My 20’s were a roar, my 30’s were a blur

My 40’s, I’m not so sure, but I’mma make ‘em purr

My 20’s were a roar, my 30’s were a blur

My 40’s, I’m not so sure, but I’mma make ‘em purr

My 20’s were a roar, my 30’s were a blur

My 40’s I’m not so sure, but I’mma make ‘em purr

And I’mma make ‘em purr, but, but I’mma make ‘em purr

I’mma make ‘em purr