Going Under

Pulling myself apart today,

To see whats underneath,

I analyse the things I say,

Its a mystery to me.

Why cant I be normal like everyone else?

Why cant I become something more than myself?

I reach and I'm trying to believe in me,

But its just too hard to see.

Who am I now?

And when will I be found?

What if I drown?

Im going under now....

Lost like a ship without a sail,

And terrified to fail,

Sick of the sickness that I feel,

Its a mystery to me...

Why cant I be normal like everyone else?

Why cant I become something more than myself?

I reach and I'm trying to believe in me,

But its just too hard to see..

Who am I now?

And when will I be found?

What if I drown?

I'm going under now....

I'm going under now

I'm going under now

Who am I now?

And when will I be found?

What if I drown?

I'm going under now....

Who am I now?

And when will I be found?

What if I drown?

I'm going under now.