Elle Ess Dee

This is all a lie reaching in the dark.

I never tried but this isn't me.

My head is killing me.

What drugs do I take to make them go away.

And if I ingest these pills, what demons will awake in me.

I won't be sticking around.

I'm high as hell I won't come down.

Visions I am having seem to be all too real.

The warmth has taken over and I am not myself.

All feelings of guilt and doubt will have left me.

My head is a mile above the earth.

I will walk backwards and end up right in front of me.

These walls will drip and part at my will.

I own the sun.

I can make my own endings.

I have seen my end.

The crown!

My own fingers will break the jewels I create.

I will kill the crown that has watched over me.

I will hold my own severed head in my fuckin' bloody hands.

This is not how I expect it to end.

I'm a fucking sell out you should have known.

Did you fucking think I would last this long?