The Big Lie

I have a secret

It's haunting me

Sometimes I wanna tell you

I'm not what I seem

It breaks my heart

When I look in your eyes

You see me smile

But I'm alone inside

Happiness depends on

The silence I keep

I know that I should tell you

But can't bring myself to speak

I'm so disguised

I don't know what's true

It kills me when I see what it does to you

It's a big big lie

You're about to see through

And I don't why

It's all I can do

It's a big big lie

I'm hiding from you

I don't love myself

So how can I love you

I toss and turn

Yeah I can't sleep

Why am I so lonely

You're right next to me

It's building up inside me

I can hardly breath

You're lying there so peaceful

I just wanna scream

It's a big big lie

You're about to see through

And I don't why

It's all I can do

It's a big big lie

I'm hiding from you

I don't love myself

So how can I love you

How can I love you

I keep thinking that you're gonna hear it

In the words that I don't say

Someone tell me how long oh how long

Can I live my life this way

You're about to see through

I don't know why

But all I can do

Is lie

I don't know why

It's all I can do

It's a big big lie

I'm hiding from you

I don't love myself yet

So how can I love you

How can I love you

How can I love you