Diamond Eyed Devil

my baby's spent

wanna kick him out the door

but the farther away

he loses his taste

and I'm wantin' more

my body is warm

and I can't find a door

open enough

they're all locked and stuck

this nightmare is cold

went all the way down

down to a place I could call

oh but the look on his face

screaming disgrace

he said darlin' it's old

it's old

I'm fishin' for something

can't hold on alone

and I knew he'd be back

he said babe I'll be back

in your arms tomorrow

I keep trying to hide

but it hurts so much more

and I'm running on nothin'

but cocaine and sufferin'

maybe it's old

is this about to be it?

should I give my soul to Jesus?

my heart skips a beat

and I'm cold in my feet

will my blood turn the color black?

and seep through my body bag?

sometimes I'm running

but more times I'm scared

kissin' his lips

know I'm playin' with death

but his eyes are like diamonds in a room full of shit

he smiles and he's got

me an angel I thought

and he grabs on and holds on

I'm takin' my breath

my baby's spent

wanna kick him out the door

but the farther away

he loses his taste

and I'm wantin' more