Trainwreck

this is not what I expected to become

the colored water is draggin' me down

oh each and every time I say that this will be the last

but it becomes a lie my urges deeply bury in the past

the sun comes up

and my night starts to close in

one more line and I'm scared this will be it

just let me off this ride

cause somehow I keep takin' one more try

substance blinds me to a point

where I don't know right from wrong

and I'm riskin' it

thinkin' bout the ones I hurt

and what I could become

well I'm close to it

I'm afraid of it

take this knot

put it somewhere else so I can breathe

will I ever get back up to a place where I can breathe?

just let me off this ride

cause evil's tellin' me just one more line

watch the sun go down again

watch my friends all drown again

and I could join them

it'd be a pleasure in my veins

until the devil shows up at the door

and starts to play our game

suddenly,

I've become so weak

and suddenly,

I'm in too deep

he discovers me

oh the devil in disguise

and he teases me

but I can't see through his eyes

no I can't see through his eyes

no I can't see through his eyes

no I can't see through his eyes

just let me off this ride

cause evil's tellin' me just one more line

please get me off this ride

cause if I hit that

I don't think I'll survive