I Never Do What I Should

I don’t mean to criticize,

And I can’t even tell you why,

But every word you say is a lie.

I still have a broken heart,

The thought of you I fall apart,

It’s too soon for me to even try.

I know you know me,

Your voice makes me weak.

I should call my mama even though it’s late,

She’ll tell me what I don’t wanna hear.

I should call my best friend for my own sake,

She was with me though all of my tears.

I shouldn’t call you back for my own good,

But I never do what I should.

Every time I close the door,

Then I forget the time before,

You turn around and hurt me even more.

What’s it gonna take for me,

To open up my eyes and see,

That I just shouldn’t love you anymore.

But that day hasn’t come,

The damage is already done.

I should call my mama even though it’s late,

She’ll tell me what I don’t wanna hear.

I should call my best friend for my own sake,

She was with me though all of my tears.

I shouldn’t call you back for my own good,

But I never do what I should.

I should’ve learned the last time,

I should’ve learned the time before that.

Maybe I’ll learn this time,

But it’s too late for that.

I should call my mama even though it’s late,

She’ll tell me what I don’t wanna hear.

I should call my best friend for my own sake,

She was with me though all of my tears.

I shouldn’t call you back for my own good,

But I never do what I should.