Weakened State

From the minute you saw it

By the time it left my mouth

I know you wouldn't want it

But I had to have it out

I saw your smile

I felt it

Now I just can't believe

There was no knowing deception underneath

All that time

Did it pass while you were looking back waiting

I asked for the truth everytime

And now the ugly details

Are stuck in my mind

And there's a preminition

I keep putting off

And the more time passes

The more I get soft

I'm standing up there

In a weakened state

And it's not great

All that time

Did it pass while you were looking back waiting

Often I'm waiting on the one

That maybe won't come

Waiting

And I'm not saying anything

You think that I forgot

I'm not saying anything

But I'm thinking a lot