Deciding

And it's not fair-why do I have to be so?

Oh I feel everything much more-

much more than you ever will

and it's too hard when I can't even catch your eye

so I can't send you messages

and at night I dream of reasons that I can't let you go

but I don't know if it's time to crack through your walls so thick that I can't see past you

and last summer wasn't enough for me

and now that winter comes the cold beats harder

and no one is left alone and I'm offering you me right now-

take me I'm yours

and I won't have it any other way

so don't let fools be carried by what I say because the night keeps looking our way

and you're not seeing what I'm missing 'cause I am missing you

and I think that we should run as fast as we can into what we don't know-

it's time to let me in because I feel just fine.