Dissipate

Looking back to the thought

To think we called this home

Reminiscent bitter sweet memories

I watched them dissipate

Through my finger tips

I felt so helpless

Turn your back for it wouldn’t be the first time

Your heart changes with season

I’ll be fine on my own

I wish forgetting was a little bit easier

Your shadow looms on me

Bide your time to make your mind

While I quietly die

The sky is bright

But your shadow seems to darken my days

While I quietly die

The sweetest dream, turns into a nightmare

A deep incision to my affliction

Say it wasn’t real to make this easier

Say it’s all just a fucking dream to make this easier

This chapter comes to conclusion

A brand new page, a brand new day

For now I know, now I know

I’m never coming home

Fuck the memories

That use to be the air that I breathe

Now it’s choking me

Looking back in my head just makes me think fuck

Now it's choking me

I’ll watch you fucking dissolve

Today I shake your shadow

I’ll watch you wither away to nothing

I’ll watch you wither away, I watch you wither

I’m never coming home, never coming home