Lost Years

I’ve never liked you from the day our eyes met

You’re nothing but a burden to me

And I never cared for all the praise you received

Was told that I should be more like you

It tears me apart when I think I can live up to you

But I think I never will

All the pain we’ve shared

How I can stand you

All these goddamn years

They pass me by and I’m still right here

I never knew how much you could get under my skin

Like a thorn from inside

And I always hated the way you looked down upon me

Like I’m nothing to you

My father always said I’m just jealous of you

But I think this hate is real

All the pain we’ve shared

How I can stand you

All these goddamn years

They pass me by and I’m still right here

I pretend I care

Through these lost years

How I can’t stand you

But I’m still right here

Lost years…

All the pain we’ve shared

How I can’t stand you

All these goddamn years

They pass me by and I’m still right here

I pretend I care

Through these lost years

How I can’t stand you

But I’m still right here