Every Night

I'm not feeling human anymore

Half connected all the time

Each night I document the things I've done

The pointless points I've made for stupid reasons

Every night I'm always the same

You're pounding on my brain

Tonight and every night

I lie down clenching up my teeth

Trying to fall asleep

I've sat and smoked a billion cigarettes

And wished to hell that you were here

My stained and calloused fingers hold a pen

Scratching apologies to you too late too little

Every night I pay off my debts

Trust me I don't forget

Tonight and every night

I will analyze everything

And make myself count the ways

I fucked up today