'til Death Do Us Join

Tied to my bed, counting seconds to my death

Dying body parts, descending my last breath

Spontaneous bleeding wounds, new ones every day

If there's a God, please make this go away

I count - my days, alone - I wait

Your final will - donate

Minutes go so slow, with poison in my veins

I am but young, yet dying of old age

Force myself to hope, for help in any way

To rid myself off flesh, rottening with decay

Only until death - do us join

Can I hope to be reborn

Only until death - do us join

My fate state of (the) art technique avoid

Hollow bodyshell, used-up inner core

Sickness spreading fast, cannot eat no more

Holding on to life, but I see no reason why

Am I to live, someone else has to die

I pray for resurrection

More likely a dissection

Promise me observation

But use me for education

Lost my faith in medicine

Witness to no evidence

I know now that all is lost

Knowledge I now pay the cost