A Mirror In The Forest

Come and stand in front of me

I want to tell what I've been through

I want you to hear my pain and misery

and cry with me

I want to punch your face

And catch you when you fall

I want to get rid of the thoughts

that hurt inside us all

I want to grab your neck

I want to shout in your face

I want to spit

This life I want to quit

To get rid of the thoughts

To get rid of you

To get rid of me

I'm here to show you all

Don't you dare to hide now

This ride will hurt a lot more than you think

A lifetime of sorrow in me

And an eternally haunting past, immeasurable cruelty

The emerging hopeless rays of daylight

Cut through the freezing cold outside

Recognition of the defeated past

I hate you, I wish you'd be dead

Everything I have lost and I daydream your death

Everything I wanted and everything I had, you stole it

And if you changed even the whole past

You broke me, I see all falling apart

You just let everything happen

And you made me hate myself