Confessions

Today I washed my hands in ashes

I ate from the white doves

And yearned for Megiddo in excelsis

I feel that I breathe

I feel that he breathes

I feel that I breathe

I feel that he breathes

Yet I’m punished

He is punished

Yet I’m punished

Kick me down the stars

He is punished

God wears black today

While he steps out in the world

To carry the stillborn to the shore

And I strengthen him to throw us into the fire

His glint is a phenomenon

Eat your children cause they are yours

To see what they saw

To remember darkness

They are not what you wanted them to be

They are not what you wanted them to be

Today I drank the piss

The fruits of wisdom

And touched the children of the cross

I helped them up to let them fall again

I was – did you see the star fall

Aiwass – did you see the star fall