In Loving Memory

Beneath charcoal skies my thoughts they roll and slowly fade with time

I thought I saw you near, called your name forgetting you'd never hear

My words resonate and dance among the void that filled your place

It's the little things that grow into the demons that haunt my days

This vacancy in my chest

Is burning through and the bliss and the will that I have left

You know that misery brings company that’s not who I am

But if regret becomes hope then I will torment the masses

My last words echo over and over

Wish I could bring you back

My last words echo over and over

The past is the past wish I could forget

Passed on, but the past isn't gone

I carry all the wrong we've done

Each resentment like a stone

Guess what

I put your picture back up

It reminds me of what I should have said

I’ll make sure I don’t forget

Off track

Without a map in my hand

I try to find my pride and define independence

Bow down to the sense of remorse

I need to stand my ground

To hold the weight of insanity

Agony is my reality

Agony is my reality

Step down stand and let me breathe

Agony is my reality

My last words echo over and over

Wish I could bring you back

My last words echo over and over

The past is the past wish I could forget

Lying in this half empty bed between barely alive and halfway to dead

Beat down broken and dragged through the mud

With one wing dipped in gold and the other in blood

I will never be whole

Lying in this half empty bed between barely alive and halfway to dead

Beat down broken and dragged through the mud

With one wing dipped in gold and the other in blood

My last words echo over and over

Wish I could bring you back

My last words echo over and over

The past is the past wish I could forget