Derelict

Oh mother sure it makes you cry

To see your only son like this

...Wherever you may be these days

It has been a year now that I can find no sleep

No matter what I try I fail

So I can see precisely how my body fades away

A skeleton to anyone, a symbol of decay

I live in hell

There's no other words for this place

I cannot tell

What turned my life into this maze - I'm left alone

On the whole

A derelict is what I am

A fallen soul

A wandering shadow of a man losing his mind

The ones who are against me fear them all around

What have I done what is their plan

Is it just paranoia, I don't know what's going on

A victim of conspiracy or haunted by a phantom?