Addicted To My Pain

Striking the match that burns me

Pouring more gasoline unto the flame

I'm to blame

I'm all alone and bleeding

And every self-inflicted wound in me

Am I addicted to my pain?

And I can't love

Without You here

Will You wash away

All my fear?

Addicted to my pain

Cause I can't see

And I can't feel

God, I'm praying none of this is real

Addicted to my pain

I am the judge and jury

I always sentence me

To be condemned

There's no amends

I hate with no conditions

Will I ever be forgiven

For my rage

And break out of this cage?

And I can't love

Without You here

Will You wash away

All my fear?

Addicted to my pain

Cause I can't see

And I can't feel

God, I'm praying none of this is real

Addicted to my pain

Take this guilt

This bitter rage

Keeping me

Locked in chains

Can You heal my heart?

Can You take this pain?

Will You wash away

All these things?

And I can't love

Without You here

Will You wash away

All my fear?

Addicted to my pain

Cause I can't see

And I can't feel

God, I'm praying none of this is real

Addicted to my pain

My pain