Long Way Home

I am taking the long way home

I really messed up and I'm late again

And my belly aches from fear

How, when and where?

How can keys just disappear?

I would die to have them here again

All the luck in the world, strenght and magic

Is not enough for a fate so tragic

Every piece of that heart

Afraid to go in just to fall apart

On a rainy day

Home is where you're feeling safe

And where you always feel ok to stay

And a lovely day you'll be on your way

To build this perfect family

Now do you think that's gonna happen

- to me?

I am taking the long way

And I walk really slow

And I don't mind that it's raining

Because then the tears won't seem to show

And I wonder what the world would really say

If I simply disappeared today

I guess no one would notice anyway

All the luck in the world strenght and magic

Is not enough to heal, it's tragic

Every part of that heart

- Afraid

And on a rainy day

Home is where you're feeling safe

Where you always feel ok to stay

And a lovely day you'll be on your way

To build this perfect family

What do you think is gonna happen

- to me?

On a rainy day

Home is where I am not safe

And where I never feel ok to stay

And a lovely day I'll be on my way

To crash a perfect family

And all that I can do is cry