Venomous

I only wanted to

Kill the pain and the sorrow

Instead I buried you

And killed the happiness in me

Can you hear the laughter

Coming from my grave?

Suddenly it seems to me

That I am my own worst enemy

We can never hope to breathe

In this misery

Full speed with blinders on

Never stopped to see the horror

I think you always knew

I'd drag you down to hell with me

Suddenly it seems to me

That I am my own worst enemy

We can never hope to breathe

Tangled in this misery

Think of all I've said and done

All the fights I thought I won

Another scar for the chosen son

The ungodly one

How can I

Purge this venom from my veins?

Your sweetest suicide

Drags you in and flips that switch

As you fade away

With the breath of every hit