Blue

It's so hard to pacify

All of these thoughts inside

Changing up another lie

Better if you still

Were wishing me to go to hell

I'll take you all as well

Loving you while hating me

Was it all just a dream ---

Just a dream---

But you don't have to love me

Cause I could just care less

There's been times when you would crucify me

Or better yet be your second guess

And I find it quite disturbing

How I wake to find,

You're not sleeping here anymore.

And do you find it quite unquieting

How you wake to find

I've been whispering at your door

It was just a dream

Just a dream

I've given my all every night

I have given my will to

Relinquish my soul If I had not where would I be

It has become my mother

Become my family

Sitting in my own blue garden

Staring out my beautiful blue house

These crown of thorns grow heavier

While you all taste the spice

Did you forget my sacrifice