Not Gonna Love

Hey!

I am the favorite

In a fight that I can't win

So every morning

I take another on my chin

But I never know, I never know, I never know the round I'm in, yeah

So I'm not gonna love when I know what I've given up

Not gonna love when I know what I've given up

Windows open

Daylight broken

And I'm not gonna love when I know what I've given up

Could be a warning

Could be the evidence of grace

Could be a cold night

Could be a right hook in the face

And I don't deserve, I don't deserve, I don't deserve to call this place my home

And I'm getting tired, I'm getting tired of lying down instead of standing on my own

But I'm not gonna love when I know what I've given up

Not gonna love when I know what I've given up

Long night, cold room

Hold tight, blue moon

And I'm not gonna love when I know what I've given

Hey!

There's something on my mind

Something I've been dying to say

Hey!

When you've lost so many times

The old familiar lines start to fade

But I'm not gonna love when I know what I've given up

Not gonna love when I know what I've given up

Long night, cold room

Hold tight, blue moon

And I'm not gonna love when I know what I've given up

(Windows open)

(Daylight broken)

(Windows open)

(And I'm not gonna love when I know what I've given up)

(Windows, cold room)

(Hold tight, blue moon)

(Long night, blue moon)

(And I'm not gonna love when I know what I've given up)