Issues

I wanna wake up

I've been walking in my sleep to long

Wake up

I'm so sick of dreaming

I wanna slow down

I wanna be part of what is happening around me

Without breathing

Without feeling

Without screaming

So I'm leaving

I'm consciously unconscious

Why am I filled with hate?

I like to blame my parents

I'm sure you'd do the same

Swallow the hurt

Spit out the jerk that's too afraid

I turn the page

To a chapter that they thought was just a phase

But it consumed me

You're right I am a failure

And when my life turns to shit

It won't have anything to do with the fact that it's all you ever taught me how to do

So you can relax!

Without feeling

Without breathing

Now I'm leaving

I'm consciously unconscious

Why am I filled with hate?

I like to blame my parents

I'm sure you'd do the same

Swallow the hurt

Spit out the jerk that's too afraid

Turn the page

I've been hiding,

Drowning,

I've been running,

Starving,

I've been feeling nothing

...Spit out the jerk that's too afraid!

I'm consciously unconscious

Why am I filled with hate?

I like to blame my parents

I'm sure you'd do the same

Swallow the hurt

Spit out the jerk that's too afraid